Thursday, July 31, 2003
well, act i oso dunno y i am feelin tis way and i tink my actions haf in a way brought confusion (should not be that serious rite) to pple ard me...tink i din handle it the correct way...to the 2 of ya, i m not tryin to do something(u noe rite), i m not that capable but i jus feel lost in this thingy...cannot reallie pinpoint the problem oso...aniwae i tink tis chapter is endin and yah, hope things will be the same as before...
To J:
hope i din make u feel uncomfortable on the bus tis mornin cos i reallie din feel like tokin and i was bothered by some other stuff oso...but seriously the whole incident has got nothing to do wif anithing u say or do..its jus some unexplainable, screwed up feelins that jus got over me...dun tink it will last lon...maybe PMS lar...oh yah, tink its ok that u take 31 in the mornin if its out of the way, dun bother cahangin becos of tis incident...cos G may feel uncomfortable...yah, thats all :)
To G:
so sorrie fer breakin down last nite...its jus that too many things are happenin at the same time...well, i haf said watever i wanted to last nite regardin the J u and me thingy...its reallie me, nothing to do wif ya guys lar...act i tink i haf said things that might sound harsh but its me u noe..i m like that..a bit blunt i would say...hope u took in the correct light lar...and regardin the blog thing...wat i m goin to sy is goin to be a little harsh, so jus take it wif a pinch of salt...hmm...next time when u write abt something so sentitive pls try to tink of the repercussions...i would apprcciate it veri much if u had at least tok to me abt it...tink its kinda irresponsible to leave things hangin in mid air on ur blog cos pple do come and read and its not veri nice considerin the whole package of the situation...and tis part of the msg applies to u too, D.
To Z:
glad that u din take the extreme measure todae...hope wat i nagged at u last nite does help...reallie cant bear to let tis study group to jus split like that..kinda wasted u see...hope u guys will patch up and yah..things will get back to before...u haf been a great fren to tok to but try not to be too rash in ur tinkin...u do need to thrash things out when necessary...ok lar...hope tis blog will bring an end to all these unhappiness...
See ya guys ard in school and in klass...pardon me if i look dao or sian...its the aftermath of it lar...
Monday, July 28, 2003
Oh…tink I 3 daes never blog liao…its always like I fall asleep on the sofa or jus too tired to blog…well, since my bro keep askin me to blog so yah, here I m…tink gb got something on the blog that he tink I will find interestin…hmmm…shall go and check later…
Well, since I 3 daes never blog, I shall recount wat happened fer the past 3 daes. Let me start from last fri…its was basically a rather slack dae cos oni got lab and econs tut…lab was ok and the pract that we did were quite manageable. However, econs was a bit more unbearable cos he was jus tokin non-stop abt the case study…1 and a half period and he oni did 2 parts…aniwae I din listen to him lar…spent most of my time sleepin fer …but the more I sleep the more tired I get…then finally I survived until 1225 and I went to the coffee table behind the readin rooms to play cards…wx, gb and des were there and I played wif them until 115 then I went into r2 to finish my chem report…but they all misunderstood me…esp jz cos he tot it was becos C was at the table that I retreated into rr…I felt so misunderstooded…haha
After that,jh came to the readin room to look fer me and she was buggin me to go play pool wif the guys but I refused (reallie dun feel like playin lar) so we stayed in school until 4 plus b4 we met up wif gb to go town…toopid des pung sey us…say wan to go then in the end he ciao home…I bet he went home to mug lor...haha. We went to far east in search of a skirt and jh was lookin fer a top…in the end she bought a halter top and I oni ended up wif a pair of ear rings…then me and gb were tryin to persuade her to get her ears pierced but to no avail…so timid rite…
After that I went home but I fell asleep on my sofa while watchin the amazin race 4…tot kelly and jon would get eliminated but with a twist of fate, millie and chuck were the last to arrive…
On sat , the oni happenin thing that happened was the piano concert…mike and I were supposed to act like a couple, as well as jh and gb cos I din wan to be dian4 deng1 pao4 but in the end I stillended up being one cos mike left early to join his mom fer dinner (oh, how filial rite…) quite sad cos everyone came wif their “the other half” xcept me…sighz…but dun get me wrong, I am not that desperate…haha
Oh yah…act gb and jh supposed to pretend that they are couple but then hor, got pple come and ask me whether they are together anot…I shall not say their names but they were both present that nite…eh jh, that’s wat u were bugging me to tell ya that nite…not bad huh…u 2 got fu1 qi1 xiang4 leh…from now onward, I will be the 200000000 W light bulb. After the concert, we went to haf roti prata as supper but it was extremely disgustin…tasted quite bad but at least the milo is not bad…but they say that its the packet milo…not the shop make one…went to sleep quite late that nite…or should I say I slept in the mornin…
Sunday was quite borin…oni did samplin tut from 3pm all the way until dinner at 8…aiyoh..too slow alredaie…but aniwae I felt a sense of satisfaction after completin it…and at ten I went to watch “I noe wat u did last summer” on channel 5…although I watched it fer a lot alreadie but I still wan to watch…cheap thrill lar…well, hope I will blog tomolo lar…
Thursday, July 24, 2003
Well…I am quite satisfied wif tis mornin cos I got to school on time (finally dun hafta run) and still got time to laze ard at the stone table…somehow I tink that the feelin is diff…unlike last yr when we were studyin fer promos…yah, so I m gonna join them to study next week and haf dinner after that…long time never do that alreadie…reallie lookin forward to it…the 11th rulezzzz…
Tut were ok but gp was a bit borin…almost fell asleep cos he was goin thru the ans scheme fer some compre…larry still look quite sick…tink old pple recover from colds and flu much slowly…haha. Aniwae, durin break I went to readin wif jz to do phy hw (phang wan to go thru at the last period)..lucky oni got mcq so not too bad but I realised that after the test I basically forgot all my phy formula…even made toopid mistakes lar…unforgivable!
After school, I went to the canteen wif my class and jus as I was abt to leave wif my class to go and study, I saw prom queen (quite obvious whu it is rite) and stood at the bookshop and tok. That’s when I lost my class and kenna pung sey…poor me! Aniwae, I went wif prom queen to the readin room area then we saw clarence playin gooseberry so we there to add a few more 2000W bulbs…haha. At the coffee table, I spent abt half an hour before K came then I got sian so I took the chance to go to r2 where I saw wz and sat wif him and do maths tut…jz was jus opp beside addy but I never see him until he came over to take a look at wz’s notes…quite cock eye leh…
Then at 430, I went fer my 2nd chem r and tried doin my worksheet wif “integrity”…aiyah, never stidy, wat can I do..so I jus refer to notes and copy wholesale lor…but still cannot get all the ans…in the end, still need to copy yeo’s ans from the screen…but we tried not to get full marks if not mah wun believe that we did it ourselves..haha
Act I wanted to go gelare and look fer gb they all to study while waitin fer jh to finish her tuition but I was reminded that 7 got holland v…alreadie missed one episode yesterdae so cannot miss another one todae…sorrie jh, the temptation to watch it was jus too great…luckily I reached home jus in time to catch the song…tink the song is quite nice…quite catchy oso…
Oh, then jus as I was on my way to the readin room to pack my back to go, I saw that no brainer’s phone and wallet lyin on the stone table so I wanted to play a prank by puttin that no brainer’s phone into his shoebag…but I decided to be nice and I told him that the search is on…he realised his phone was missin then he took my file and ran to the guys toilet…wat a jerk…stop laughin jz, u are the accomplice lor…then jerk chan (quite obvious whu rite) took my pencil case which was in my hands and passed it to the no brainer in the toilet. There was quite a commotion outside the guys toilet and when most of the guys came out, the 2 cat high jerks asked me to go in and take so I went in lor…it was a totally embarrassing moment…the guys who wanted to come in was simply shocked lar…that no brainer is gonna get it…and that includes u too…JJJJJjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjZZZzzzzzzzzzzz
Well, that took up quite a lot of time cos I took that no brainer’s wallet and he found out, came to grab my phone and phy tys and I had to return his wallet but I took his ten bucks out and he came to the walkway to ask fer his money so I conveniently made him walk me and kel to the bus stop…he had to do it cos his oni ten buck was wif me… *evil grinz* in the end gb, who was supposed to meet me on bus 13, had to alight at the stop outside VJ cos I wasn’t there yet…so sorrie bro…yah, went home wif my bro and that’s it…that’s my dae…gotta do samplin later…lookin forward to tomolo cos it is a short dae and I get to relax fer a while…
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
Whao…time passes veri quickly and I haf not blogged fer 2 daes liao…so I decided to blog todae if not I will lose the will to continue bloggin…so here I am…basically nothing happened fer the past 2 daes…and I jus did one compo over 2 daes and some maths tut…quite borin I noe…
But todae it’s a bit betta cos I went seoul garden (sg) fer dunch (dinner and lunch…lame I noe…). By right I cannot go one cos I got ct photo-takin but it was cancelled last min so good lor, can go and haf a nice meal…oh I wass almost the oni gal but luckily jh came to join us after her lesson…heng ar…dun wanna be scandalous and incestuous (tink the pple who were there would noe wat I mean).
Tis mornin my bro gave me a surprise again by being on the bus…he should be honoured to be able to take bus wif me (and not the other way round, toopid bro). Well, we got to school rather on time cos we could stroll all the way to the hall…then after assembly, kel saw me holdin on to a paper bag wif a plastic bag inside and she asked me whether someone gave me flowers…tink she a bit mad lor…where got pple in the right sense of mind gif flowers at tis time of the year…in the mornin aomemore…she forever never fail to amaze me wif her_____(kel, u add the word urself…haha)
Todae passed rather smoothly even though larry choy sort of picked on me (I suay lor…whu ask me to hand in compre todae) and I felt tired most of the time…I wanna thank bain fer entertainin me durin econs lec by playin connect-4 wif me…dun get too cocky, I will catch up on the score…we play again when u sit beside me…4 more games to equalise..i can do it…u wun tyco again…hahaha.
Oh, when we were at sg, we saw pple from the greatest school, uniform so nice, so pretty (tink jh is noddin her head vigorously)…from where? Still need to ask meh, of course from CEDAR lar…aiyoh, u veri lousy leh...haha I noe y des wan to sit where he sat…cos he wan to sit closer to the gals…see I knew it lar…rite, des? Aniwae, we ate until 4 plus and went shoppin fer a while at marina square, I wan to buy a skirt, jh wan to buy a top and des wan to buy a shirt…in the end we went to suntec in search of more shops but din buy anything oso…then, I had the shock of my life when I took the escalator to the basement (at the base of fountain) when my shoelace got stuck at the base. I tried pullin it out but failedso I jus stood there frozen, I din noe wat to do lor…luckily jz was fast enuff and helped me pull the lace out of the escalator…thank u so much. Initially when the lace first got stuck I tot its was jh’s doin but yah no, it wasn’t…oh no, jh u jus haf a bad reputation lar…sorrie…
The whole episode was so traumatic that I started tearin when I was tryin to tie my shoelace…imagine a jam-pack of pple behind u and u are stuck at that spot…it jus took me by surprise lar and quite embarrasin…dunno leh, but laughin does help in calmin me down…dun worry guys, I wun be so scared that I stop takin the escalator…the fish incident wun happen again…jus that I will be xtra careful when I step into and out of an escalator…
After that we went home and I alighted wif jz at KWS hospital and I walked home…although its dark but I wasn’t scared but I admit I indeed walked veri fast…reached home in 5 mins…I amazed myself…ok..gotta go do tut now…nitey
Sunday, July 20, 2003
Jus heard Complicated by Avril Lavigne on the radio…so suddenly I m happie..haha nothing special happened todae act, woke up ard 1245 (slept at 2 last nite) and went to watch tv, after that I ahd lunch and went to do tut…break fer dinner and then went back to do tut…feel like a mugger now. Act I din do much lar, oni finished normal dist tut, tink I too slow liao…watched a bit of tv jus now and now here bloggin…quite no life leh, I guess…
Hmm…next week should start muggin liao, cos tis week I din do any work and prelims is comin…cannot fail chem again if not I will reallie be demoralised…ok…I shall include the lyrics of Anything but Ordinary by Avril Lavigne…enjoy!
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Tis mornin I almost couldn’t wake up to meet gb…wanted to msg him and say that I cannot make it but in the end I pulled myself out of bed and cheong out of house to meet him…in the end I was still earlier than him…how come I m not surprised huh, gb?? Aniwae it doesn’t matter cos we ended up being the first to reach parkway and waited until 1140 b4 decidin to wait fer them at MPH…it’s a better place to wait cos got air-con…we veri smart rite. When we were there at MPH, we tot that jh and ed were hidin from us cos reciprocal say that jh was on the previous car…but jh say she took the later ride…I shall gif jh the benefit of the doubt…dun blame me, jh, cos I got cheated too many times and now I haf my reservations abt believin u…haha
Everyone reach at ard noon and we made our way to mega pool, it was my first time there in abt a year…it is reallie a long time lar…I played wif jz first , then jh, followed by des and then back to jh…tink I suck at it…but jh was kinda addicted to it…hor, that’s it lar jh…u can pool wif gb everydae next time…haha. Hmm, then we went to makan parade to haf lunch, I had my long-awaited beef noodle but I tink last time betta but the environment now is obviously betta lar…the tables look better and everything looks new…but somehow, when I was eatin, I got affected by something and looked a bit buay song like that…but its reallie not abt them so I din wan to tell them abt it…its jus some personal feelins at that point in time lar..i m ok now, reallie…thanx jh and gb fer tryin to comfort me…
After lunch, we went back to school and the guys ended up playin cards again…I opened another deck and played wif wx, zj, bain and sh…act b4 we started playin, I told kel and zj that I felt guilty by the way C asked me (somehow C always haf the ability to make pple feel bad) but we oni played fer a while lar…cos need to go LT 5 and PT by 330…in the end we made our way there at 345…super slackers manz…on the way I was still contemplatin whether to go LT 5 or PT…in the end I went PT but I din regert cos I got nicer seats and better view…not too bad lar…still can gossip wif kel…so it was not as bad as I tot…
After college dae, jz des ed gb jh and zj came over to whampoa market to eat…so they da pao food up to my place to eat and after that gb jh zj and des played mahjong while my crushie stoned in front of the tv and jz tried muggin in my room…not to much avail thou cos I went to tok to him after I finished showerin and I showed him my cedar photos and yearbooks.and we basically crapped…its quite interestin to tok to him , a pity my cruchie never come in if not he wun be stonin in the livin room…tink ed reallie make a lot of sacrifices fer my toopid bro cos he came all the way down to haf dinner and din do anything at my house (oni watch tv)…tink they reallie got ai4 mei4 guan1 xi4 leh…haha
When I took over jh to play mahjong ard ten plus, jz and my crushie went home…can understand cos ed quite tired and jz dun play mahjong…after they left, we continued to play until 1130 if I m not wrong and they had to go home cos gb’s mum called and zj and des needed to catch the last train of nel…oh yah, I mus mention tis…jiahui OWES me a DRINK…cos I helped her recoup her losses…quite happie wif myself now…haha. in the end she still got win money. They are a nice buch of pple to mix wif even though there can be tension now and then but its not serious…well, hope there greatful (sounds familiar rite, bro) daes will continue and they can come and play mahjong again…it’s a great feelin when u dun haf to go home at the end of everything…
PS: Thanx fer being such wonderful guests…u guys helped me clear the dinin table (although I noe that u guys jus wanted to play mahjong, but thanx aniwae…) as well as join back the table…lets look forward to the next outin!
Saturday, July 19, 2003
Hello…I am quite satisfied todae cos I went on a “shoppin spree” wif my klass pple…namely jz gb jh des yr and my crushie…act wanted to buy shoe but ended up buyin an army green sling bag…oni 20 bucks so I m veri happie wif it…my fav colour somemore, although my klassmates kinda tink it’s a sucky colour…dunnoe y oso…no taste I guess…haha jh oso bought a red colour bag, exactly opposite colour scheme as yr’s one…so coincidental but I mus admit her bargainin skill is unmatched…
Jus now I did see a couple of shoes that I like, those Adidas retro kind but they are a bit ex and the pattern oso quite limited…so I got sian, tink I will check out other places lor…haiyoh, wat hy said came true…I reallie din get ani shoe at queensway…btw, hy she zhong4 se4 qing1 you3 lor, went to meet her XX (u all noe who rite…) at town…hmm she practically flew there lor…hahaha hy, if ya see tis, dun beat me ok…
After shoppin, we went to suntec to haf kenny rogers…so I m still full now…mentally tired but physically awake…how? Not veri healthy leh…then last nite when I was sleepin, I knocked my head against the cupboard beside my bed and it is quite painful when I press it now…becum a bit more stupid now…sighz…pls dun let it happen again tonite…
Oh yah, frankly speakin I was a bit sian tis afternoon at bugis…everyone was sian so I oso went into sian mode…dunnoe leh, somehow I feel that some pple are too self-centered (dunno if I m politically correct to say tis) and it jus put me off…they jus cant make up their minds and it can be quite demoralisin…luckily tis trip wasn’t screwed up in the end…its ok…I tink we should gif and take at times and not takin note of such things might be a good thing…tis mornin supposed to go cyclin but in the end never go, I jus wan to apologise to the guys cos I was the one who keep sayin wan to go but in the end never go…so sorrie…I will try to organise another one lar…tis time the gals cannot pung sey me hor…
Since I never blog yesterdae, I shall include some excerpts of wat happened yeaterdae…school went on as per normal jus that I met gb on bus 13 and apparently it was the later bus so we end up runnin from the gate all the way to the hall…veri tirin and taxin and I realised I had been runnin almost everydae fer tis week…feel pathetic…but tut and lec was ok jus that after school I had to go fer my first chem r…oni read half of proteins notes and I went to take the test…luckily foo say that we can refer to notes if not sure die one…never memorise anything leh…well din do well but oso din fail…my standards lar…if mah will never believe that I did it myself…haha
Then after chem r I went back to rr3 to look fer gb to go home but I saw a lot of klassmates in the room so I stayed until 6 plus playin bridge…quite impressed by myself oso…we can form a 45 bridge team alreadie lar…sure win one…then I went home and was forced to go out fer dinner to celebrate my cousin’s birthdae. I totally forgot abt chemistry (the show, not hw) but heng ar, I din miss much. It was a break from the real drama…I was relieved when I heard it…that’s y I din blog yesterdae cos I was too tired after the dinner…well, jz jus complained that my blog is too short…now tis is long enuff rite, jz? Nitey everyone readin tis…
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
I woke up in the midst of a heavy rain and i spent some time lookin fer my umbrella then when i reached the bus stop, the bus driver never see me and drove away...was almost late fer school but luckily there was no assembly todae...if not mus run all the way to the hall...i had been runnin to the hall every mornin fer the whole of tis week...reallie tired of it alreadie...my legs are turnin wobbly...
Hmmm…todae act I wanted to go down to national stadium to support cedar fer national track and field but in the end never go. After skool too tired and the weather was quite unpredictable and it did rain when I was in school so it jus confirmed my waverin stand of whether to go anot…yah, so in the end I spent more than one hour sittin at the stone table tokin wif kel of wat we tink of the current situation…quite depressin oso, when we went on to the change of one of our fren…reallie quite drastic and we feel veri detached to that person oso…but these kinda of change is not within our control and we can oni take it as it is...
Luckily daddy came over to marine parade area ard 4 so I got a free ride home…if not take the bus will waste a lot of time…somehow I totally agree wif jh when she say that studyin in VJ is like being a war victim…quite true cos we end up being cold, hungry and losin every fight we put up…sometimes I wonder wat I m doin at VJ, but where else can I go?
Hmm, and then I watched tv fer 3 hrs at a go, oni managed to finish my gp compre durin the past 3 hours…feel like watchin joe millionaire cos I wan to kaypoh who he will chose in the end and how he will tell the gal the truth…but if I watch I will feel sinful cos I feel as though I watch too much tv…but somehow I dun feel like doin work, tink I do it tomolo after school…sianz, got chem R and need to study proteins notes…quite stupid oso…ok…tink I will stop here fer todae…
Note: happie daes are jus ahead...yeah (dun ask mi y, i jus hope so....)
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Todae is a rather nornal dae as in nothing extraordinary happened…hmm except that I got back my econs essay marks…quite happie wif my marks cos I got 17, my bro TYCO lor, got one more mark than me…die now he win me…cannot let that happen if not he will head will swell one…haha try harder lar bro :)
Oh then durin civic, mah asked us to make a fan fer other klassmates to write postive qualities on each flap and jz they all laugh when they saw the word gossipy…I m not lor, I so nice, I where got gossipy…sh anihow say one lar…cannot believe her…I was oni networkin…rite? Aniwae I got comments like bubbly (feel fat seein that word, haha) and cheerful (tink I m quite happy-go-lucky kind oso) etc…oh yah then durin tut, jz saw my palm and say my future husband will haf double chin…quite sad hearin that…cannot imagine a fat husband, I will feel intimidated…but I m not anti fat pple, dun get me wrong ok…
Then ar…oso nothing much, wanted to go parkway to deposit money but din haf the chance cos gotta do physics DE and that took quite a lot of time…yah, when I finish, jh oso finished her practical so yah, cannot go…nvm, hope I dun get robbed tomolo…so I went home straight after that, had my dinner, watched Holland v and here I m now…ok…gotta go and do compre, said I wanted to do yesterdae but din so mus go and do now, if not larry will scold, I m a good gal ok…
Monday, July 14, 2003
I had a ‘heart to heart’ tok wif some of my klassmates todae and tink I sort of got an enlightenment…from now on I will haf a new perspective of how I see the klass…not sure if it’s fer the better or the worse…hmm aniwae its was fun tokin to them and I realised that I m quite laggin (in the sense that I din notice things that thing are happenin in the klass)…but I tink ignorance is bliss and I told gb that…now that I noe something, some things will never be the same again…but of course, now that I noe some of it I can’t pretend that I dun so I will continue to dig fer more stuff…hehe
Ok back to my dae, hmm got back my chem paper and yah, I flunked it. Sianz but I din expect to pass from the start oso…I should take comfort that I got >40…but it still doesn’t feel good to fail a paper at tis time of the year…”A” levels comin and it can be quite demoralisin and mah mus rub it in by commentin that paper 2 is 90% easy and 10% diff…she is always out to crush our ego…still rem wat she told alexis “u stand here fer wat, urs will take a long time” quite gl but yah that’s her (oh, she got tis disgustin habit of arrangin papers in descendin mark order)… she is veri discriminatin in tis way lar…dun like it, she tink we are still in primary school or wat?
Act todae durin econs lec, I tok to B and had quite a good discussion abt C…tink we quite mean but yah, life’s like tis, its hard not to notice that certain pple dislike u and fer me I make it quite obvious, I see no point in being unnecessarily tactful…so I am a rather blunt gal or assertive if ya put it in a nice way…haha kinda feel sad fer C but can’t do anithing act cos I dun wan anymore misunderstandin…not nice fer both of us…aniwae I m not the oni one, other pple felt it too, so its not entirely my fault…sorrie if I m makin no sense to ya, u can ask mi abt it if u reallie wan to noe…its up to my discretion whether I wan to tell anot… :)
So now I m left wif econs paper to collect back, I hope its good news cos I dun wan animore Rs alreadie…hmm gotta go and do compre and physics of fluids tut…
FoOd Fer ToT:
When I first met u, I call u my fren
As I know u, u became my acquaintance…
Things will never be the same
I noe u can never be my fren…
Sunday, July 13, 2003
So sorrie fer not updatin yesterdae cos I went to sleep pretty early…ard 9 but I had wanted to wake up at 11 to blog but erm…laziness overwhelmed me lar…haha so yah here I am, talkin abt yesterdae. Nothing much happened yeaterdae oso…oni studied wif gb and ed at YMCA…by right jh should be there but her grandma passed away so she couldn’t come…tink she dun haf the mood oso…yah then I went late lar…tot gb said 1:30 so I decided to go at that time…but I fell asleep on the sofa and oni woke up at 1:25…poor him gotta wait fer more than one hour. Aniwae we are quits now cos last time he oso made me wait fer more than one hour…hmm tink I m a true blue scorpio…haha
After that we went to walk walk at PS…wanted to buy CD but dun haf the song I wan…in the end ed bought a mic branch cd…then after that I went home cos I got pretty much nothing to buy and its weird buyin clothes wif 2 guys…yah u get wat I mean…I went home by myself and got stuck at a traffic jam in town…so I took ard 45 mins to get home…sighz…tink the 2 guys went to play pool after eatin..as usual lar…hmm can see gb was not veri happie cos of wat ed told him…but I hope its not my fault…it reallie din cross my mind…sorrie, hope u are feelin betta now…
I din do much after dinner, watched tv fer 2 hours b4 goin to sleep…was quite tired and I slept all the way until 11 tis mornin…pls dun say I m a pig…I am jus clearin the sleep debt from last week…yah, so now I m veri much awake…helpin gb edit his testimonial later…hope I am of help…ok tink I will stop here…
Saturday, July 12, 2003
Hi…todae is quite a slack dae act…ended skool at 1145 cos cook say he is not goin thru anithing todae…tink its some gimmick to make us sign up fer some crappy econs talk…but we had no choice but to be tempted by the prospect of endin skool veri early…well, still stayed in the klass to play cards. As intellectual individuals, we played bridge of course!! Haha we played until ard 1225 b4 leavin the classroom cos the next klass is comin in…if not ar…tink we will play until quite late lor…oh yah...then mike got a bit irritatin cos he kept screamin at the top of his voice...quite unexpected of him...not veri 'man' leh mike...haha
After school, I played basketball fer a while wif gb, ed, qd, jz, zj and sh but got slack abit here and there lar… then something quite embarrasin happened…tink I shall not recount the whole incident but when I asked the guys abt it they say to them it is act nothing and that made me feel betta…yah, tink I shall apologise to the person (u noe who u r) here lar…so sorrie
After the game I went fer physics R wif some of the guys but ended up playin connect-4 and wei2 qi2 wif jz…obvoisly got thrashed lar…wat else?? Tink jz is quite good at it lar…not fair, his skool got teach them the game…so yah, not so malu to lose oso…followin I went to claim my sif refund from mr yap so I got richer by $500++…quite happie but still runnin a deficit…sighz…but I still tink I m gonna go shoppin one fine dae…hehe
After gettin my money I went to mac wif zj and jh to look fer ed and gb…yah gotta look fer them cos I needa get my wallet from gb…din realise it until I needed to get money from my wallet…yah, then I continued to study at mac wif gb while waitin fer jh to finish her tuition (that rich gal spends $200/ month to go fer tuition) we veri nice rite…I noe…
Then my mum say she bought food fer me at home and tinkin it was too much fer myself, I asked gb to come over fer dinner…then we watched amazin race 4 b4 he went home…yah, then I am here bloggin…
This is a message fer jh: AlWaYs LoOk On ThE BrIgHt SiDe Of LiFe…WhOsE SiDe? OuR SiDe!! I hope u can get over it soon and yah, I m always here…see ya and stay ChEeRFuL…as usual!!!
Thursday, July 10, 2003
haha...tis is a damn funni dae...let me recount it to ya guys...it was durin maths lec when yr went out to but ovaltine sweet and then i saw her so i asked her fer it...after that i passsed it to sh and bain...somehow sh had butter fingers so and she dropped it tot the ground....after that she asked me to help her pick it up...then after that she had a bad idea lar...which is to gif it to my alc bro cos she say he yesterdae treated her to a drink...so i helped her pass the sweet to gb and yah...the msg went to him that i was the one who passed him the sweet...haha and guess that toopid bro jus popped the sweet into his mouth...i reallie din tink he would eat it lor...now i tink he is reallie dumb...hahaha...but aniwae the gals always laughed our heads off...
haha...then after skool we came to gb's house to watch chemistry and to blog...we had kwei chap which is not reallie nice lar...but we still managed to finish it...ok...then after that we went to his room and we saw (or rather smelled from a distance) his baby pillow...it is actually a rather small pillow that he say he places his head on instead of his real pillow...he is weird lar...i guess...gotta go home now...
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
ok....todae is a tirin dae...partly becos i was kinda of deprived of sleep...aww..poor me yesterdae i had to pia my gp compo and compre...reallie veri tirin...but aniwae i made up fer it by sleepin through the entire bus journey on the way to skool...after that it was even worse cos i feel more sleepy...how??? but somehow i managed to stop myself from fallin asleep durin physic lec even thou it was veri borin and the lecturer was basically jus wastin time...sianz luckily i went to do my application qn (rem i said something abt application yesterdae) and finished crappin in a while...hmm aniwae the lecturer can't be bothered whether we are listenin anot oso...cos he said something abt not carin abt the pple who pon the lec...tink he noes he is sucky lar i guess...
haha...then after that got the much dreaded math tut cos mr koh is goin to gif back our test papers...i dunnoe how i fared but i hoped i got at least a C grade lar...i dun wan my maths grades to drop animore alreadie cos it has been droppin scince my mid-yrs last yr...drop somemore and i will get into the D grade...ok luckily fer me i got one more mark fer tis test...finally broke out of the "curse"... i was quite happie fer kel...cos she was quite optimistic abt the grades she got...in the past she used to be veri unhappie if she fails...well i hope she will do betta the next time...go fer it kel...yah jz oso...todae his mood seem to haf improved...tink he got out of it alreadie...hmm he say he wan to study hard now...yah at least he is still fightin on... i believe everyone who put in effort to do well will do well eventually...and that includes me too :)
after econs lec...it was gp followed by chem...then we saw mrs mah comin into klass wif one whole stack of paper then we tot she was goin to gif us back our test papers but yah...no...aniwae it doesn't matter cos she alreadie told us that oni 6 pple passed the paper (out of a total of 19 pple who takes chem)...and since i am the small grp remedial kinda calibre...i dun expect my self to be one of the 6 lar...haha yah lar..she enjoys tellin us tis kinda stuff to make us feel bad one lar...as USUAL...so all that i can hope is that i dun fail too badly and the good thing is there are oni 3 chem Rs to attend tis term..at least dun hafta suffer so much...sometimes i tink its mrs mah lor...maybe her teachin method got prob that's y we do so badly..but cannot blame her entirely lar...maybe i jus wasn't smart enuff...however, coincidently the other klass (i shall not name klass) she taught oni got one person pass...hmm...u get wat i mean now???
haha...but todae zj reallie made my dae cos she kept praisin me fer havin 天分 (talent in madrain)...haha with tis kinda grades still got pple tellin me that i got talent reallie quite rare...so yah...i was pleasantly surprised when i heard that...dunno where she got the impression oso...but aniwae i thank her fer boostin my morale...thanx zj!!
ok yah...was tryin to study numerical methods jus now but failed cos there were too many distractions...so yah...when i get home i mus get down to doin at least half of the tut...cannot slack animore...if not how to do well fer prelims...ok gtg ~
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Alright…concluded! Chem is my worst subject!! Guess wat? I got back my chem mcq tis mornin and I saw an 8 at the side of the OAS and I tot I saw wrongly. But hmm…its correct, no mistakes abt it leh…so I happily tot its upon 20 but alas, to my horror its upon 30…sighz all those that I tikum all wrong…then darius and clarence mus make it worse by sayin that I needed skills to get 8/30 cos the expectation is 7.5…(ok we learnt it in statistics) ok i got nothing to say...
Ok let me start my journal straight…met jh and went to sch earlier cos I needed to warp gb’s prezzie…tink the box I made is not bad…so alc bro, pls keep it ok…not easy to make leh…aniwae tink the whole prez veri DIY…from the card to the pens and lastly to the box…can’t be helped lar…after spendin on the actual prez, we jus hafta scrimp on the xtras…well, hope u like it… :)
Todae is quie a depressin dae cos first thing in the mornin fer the assembly, mrs chan announced the death of one of the yr 2 student…act knew abt it durin the hols but the sudden reminder of it tis mornin still brought shock and erm yah…sadness…sadness fer the parents, sadness fer her frens too…wat a waste…then later after maths I see jz’s black face oso kinda make me depressed…his tan face together wif the long black face reallie scared me…so jz, if u see tis, pls cheer up…everything will turn out fine lar…jus dun gif up k…acty jus now at maths lec when u said u had no appetite after doin so badly fer common test (CT) I reallie dunno wat to say cos I dun wan to appear superficial…but yah, everything will turn out fine…or so I tot…
Sianz...jus sort of finished my gp hw…still got application haven finish…tink I will finish it durin econs lec tomolo…reallie too drained to do anymore alreadie…jus now on the way home I tot I could jus sleep on the bus forever…reallie veri tirin leh…especially after such a stressful dae of getting back results…there are still more tomolo ar…well hope I can get at least a C fer maths if not I will be reallie sad…
Ok…wish me all the best fer tomolo then…nitey
Monday, July 07, 2003
ok...i noe tis is a bit laggin but i jus wan to write abt the stayover at jh's place last nite...we played mahjong until twelve plus and they could see that i cannot tong alreadie and jh's mum say its veri noisy so we stopped ard that time...we dun wanna police to come up lar...haha underaged somemore...xcept fer one... the results ar...veri paiseh leh...got thrashed...sighz...
then we went back to the room the first thing gb said was he feel like our jie mei (sisters in mandrain) and i laughed until i peng...yah tink its quite true guessed we got closer after muggin together fer almost a week while preparin fer common test...its a great feelin and i reallie hope tis frenship will never end...fer me it seems like an extension of primary school times...its good to haf him ard cos me and jh can gang up to make fun of him...haha
then while playin cards we did something illegal...(eh dun anyhow tink...we are e gal-next-door kind ok...) we oni drank some vodka mixed wif wine...tasted quite nice initially but e more we drink the more bitter it gets...tink wine is an acquired taste...haha after that they tot i went crazy cos i kept laughin...gb still tot i was possessed...ha too many ghost stories, my bro...
we chit chat and talked abt ghost stories until abt 2 plus then gb got hungry and we pei him eat cup noodles...after that tink we got sian of talkin and drowsiness overcomed us so we all went to sleep...its veri funny seein jh threatenin to remove the blanket so that gb can see the base of the bed (its bcos of an email we got from jh that shows a female ghost below a bed...its quite spooky thou)...but i was too tired and so i jus went to sleep...
oh yah i wanna complain...that stoopid bro used a pillow and throw at me in the mornin...and he tot i din noe lor...how on earth can somebody kenna hit by pillow and noe nothin abt it one...i not that dumb lor...haha aniwae i got my revenge by hittin him usin a mega pillow...haha...that felt good!!
ok then jus now i went to meet xp, my primary skool cum cedar best fren and suli, my primary skool fren...ok was late fer one hour so i reached at one...met them at KFC and saw wz and a group of VJ ppl if i am not wrong...tink i saw scrawny chicken leh jh...but never look properly...its so qiao3...but aniwae i oni talked to wz fer a while...then after that veri malu lor...after tokin to wz i walked down cos i missed my fren then had to walk up again...after eatin wee went kino and yah came home cos sl wanna sleep...
hmm that's my dae till now...quite sian cos i refused to do GP (and i m gonna pretend i din receive the qn paper...sorrie larry) and maths tut...that's all folks!!
PS: pls sign my guestbook cos i m quite proud of it...thanx...
Sunday, July 06, 2003
hi...i m back...remember i told u guys abt my religion stuff in the mornin...well, i din go in the end...was lazin in the bed fer almost one hour...if it were not fer the beach outin...tink i would jus rot on the bed the whole dae...
ok...aniwae, i went to sentosa beach in the afternoon...erm supposed to meet gb at harbourfront mrt at 1145 but AS USUAL...he was late...so much fer assurin us that he wun be late...oh GUYS!!! haha...so gals rulez rite...we may be late but never latest...haha
then hor, todae we seem to be tourin harhourfront centre...tink we walk back and forth fer at least 3 times...walked once cos we couldn't find our way, second time cos we wan to take cable car...guess wat? my suaku alcoholic bro never take cable b4...so wanted to expose him to the outside world lar huh...see we so nice rite...and the last time is to walk back to the interchange cos cable too ex alreadie...aww bro, maybe next time...
oh yah, we veri happenin leh...go to palawan beach and sit at the top of the viewin tower to play bridge...tink we can set up bridge club and compete given the intensive trainins at mike's house, readin room, on the bus and online...bridge, anibody???
haha..kenna sabotaged by hy..that evil gal huh...ask me to go walk walk but end up walkin into the waters...hiaz, was the first to get wet...y am i always the one to get bullied...sob sob...frisbee was fun too but pple dun dare throw to me cos i always screw up...haha...in the end i was the catcher fer 4 consecutive times...never been so suay b4...at the end of it i nearly died...haiz, too long never exercise alreadie...after that we improvised the game by playin in the waters so in the end even ppl who never wear swin suit oso got wet...yeah i m not alone...haha and me and jh managed to get gb into the waters...it was so fun...there was a sense of achievement after doin that... *evil grinz*
hmm after typin tis i m goin to jh's place to play mahjong and watch titanic...ok betta hurry up cos i missed quite alot alreadie..quite tired, tink i will be the first to knock out later...yup..tink i betta end here if not the 2 of them will starve to death cos their food is wif me...
tell ya the mahjong results tomolo...
Saturday, July 05, 2003
haha..finally haf my own blog...all thanx to jh...thank u so much...guess i will hafta figure it out somemore...still not veri used to the whole idea...
welll kinda excited abt it cos recently i haf been readin to jh and alc bro's blog and whao...now i can haf mine too...okok betta dun get too carried away if not ppl (esp the 2 of ya) will find me suaku...
hmm, reallie lookin forward to tomolo cos finally can play mahjong and watch tv...gonna win gb's money haha well, goin to jh's house and party the night away...yeah!! but there is one big prob...we need one more kaki...if not reallie 三缺一ar...haha wanxin, pls come home quickly...wanna hear ur good news...
sian...b4 the mahjong still got religion stuff in the mornin...reallie dun feel like goin leh...from 9 to 3 leh...bet its gonna be quite tough and tirin...dun even noe whether i will be able to get up anot...tomolo then see lar...
okok...needa go fer dinner now...die oso dun feel like goin...a poor gal like me haf nothing much to wear oso...but i tink i should make e best of it since there is gonna be nice food...
