Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Haven been deriving much joy from life recently, prob what they call low life force. Really feel like doing something that i can derive happiness from but no strength and no knowledge. AT presentation was finally concluded yesterday at 10am but the happiness was short-lived and my energy level plunged to the lowest point too - prolly due to the anxiety before that.
I need help, can somebody suggest something that i can get sudden satisfaction from? Do not say retail therapy cos i won't know what to buy to satisfy my thirst for sudden gratification.
-Feeling blue-
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Finally been to Botak Jones. My first time there will definitely not be my last one there! Thanks to my AT groupmates for the great intro. Hee...Went to the Toa Payoh branch with HL and KF and had a sumptuous meal, topped with a glass of cold Hoegaarden. Perfect! Blame my lousy drinking skill, my heart was pumpin quite fast after the glass...really low tolerance sia.
Anyways, very happy with my proj groups so far, as far as my academic life in smu is concerned. Always blessed with good groupmates and prof JJ has been kind to me by puttin me into my current group! I have the committed Nick, worms cans opener KF and the brillant HL in the team, what more can i ask for?
Speakin of which, it is also a nice change having an exchange student from ntu in my AFA group. The 2nd dedicated ntu exchange student i have in my proj groups so far. And today is his birthday so i shall wish david a happy 23rd birthday here!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!
The next thing i want to blog abt was the spate of weird dreams i have had these few days. The previous one that i could remember, i was crying damn hard in the dream, for reasons i cant really remember but somehow i was really sad. Is this some form of omen, like i am breakin down soon? cry = break down. Hope not, it is prob a way for me to let off any unhappiness that i subconsciously swallow into my stomach. Well, that's not all, i had an even weirder dream last night it can be considered creepy. In my dream, i was with my mummy when we walked past an estate of HDBs but they are unique in the sense that the unit no is not indicative of the levels. Meaning those on the first floors had unit numbers like 12-xxx as if they were on the 12th floor. Not only that, the unit numbers keep changing like some bulletin board. We were so freaked out that we started to run down the stairs and more weird things happened basically. Hard to describe and i can only remember bits and pieces. Just know that i have been havin weird dreams and i only do when i am stressed. Prob my way of destressing...haha
okies time for bed. Shagged...wonder when this term will end...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
yeah, that pretty much sums up my feelings on this academic term. i really dunno how to feel, on one hand, taking 3 mods should be a breeze but somehow it is killing me. In contrast, last term was such a breeze even thou i was taking 5 mods (3 at smu and 2 at ntu). I had my frens with me both at pulau ntu and at smu. Now, i am transformed into a slug who stays at home to mug...sighs.
somebody, i just want this term to end soon.
and well.
btw, facebook is not helpin me make this term a good one too. bad!
Monday, October 01, 2007
Quote of the day:
My brain is not working. (at 1145)
From my AA prof once again. Another classic thing she said in class.
Another thing she said that made us wanna strangle her:
"Nobody said studying in uni is gonna be easy"
*Bish*
