Monday, July 14, 2003
I had a ‘heart to heart’ tok wif some of my klassmates todae and tink I sort of got an enlightenment…from now on I will haf a new perspective of how I see the klass…not sure if it’s fer the better or the worse…hmm aniwae its was fun tokin to them and I realised that I m quite laggin (in the sense that I din notice things that thing are happenin in the klass)…but I tink ignorance is bliss and I told gb that…now that I noe something, some things will never be the same again…but of course, now that I noe some of it I can’t pretend that I dun so I will continue to dig fer more stuff…hehe
Ok back to my dae, hmm got back my chem paper and yah, I flunked it. Sianz but I din expect to pass from the start oso…I should take comfort that I got >40…but it still doesn’t feel good to fail a paper at tis time of the year…”A” levels comin and it can be quite demoralisin and mah mus rub it in by commentin that paper 2 is 90% easy and 10% diff…she is always out to crush our ego…still rem wat she told alexis “u stand here fer wat, urs will take a long time” quite gl but yah that’s her (oh, she got tis disgustin habit of arrangin papers in descendin mark order)… she is veri discriminatin in tis way lar…dun like it, she tink we are still in primary school or wat?
Act todae durin econs lec, I tok to B and had quite a good discussion abt C…tink we quite mean but yah, life’s like tis, its hard not to notice that certain pple dislike u and fer me I make it quite obvious, I see no point in being unnecessarily tactful…so I am a rather blunt gal or assertive if ya put it in a nice way…haha kinda feel sad fer C but can’t do anithing act cos I dun wan anymore misunderstandin…not nice fer both of us…aniwae I m not the oni one, other pple felt it too, so its not entirely my fault…sorrie if I m makin no sense to ya, u can ask mi abt it if u reallie wan to noe…its up to my discretion whether I wan to tell anot… :)
So now I m left wif econs paper to collect back, I hope its good news cos I dun wan animore Rs alreadie…hmm gotta go and do compre and physics of fluids tut…
FoOd Fer ToT:
When I first met u, I call u my fren
As I know u, u became my acquaintance…
Things will never be the same
I noe u can never be my fren…
