Wednesday, July 09, 2003
ok....todae is a tirin dae...partly becos i was kinda of deprived of sleep...aww..poor me yesterdae i had to pia my gp compo and compre...reallie veri tirin...but aniwae i made up fer it by sleepin through the entire bus journey on the way to skool...after that it was even worse cos i feel more sleepy...how??? but somehow i managed to stop myself from fallin asleep durin physic lec even thou it was veri borin and the lecturer was basically jus wastin time...sianz luckily i went to do my application qn (rem i said something abt application yesterdae) and finished crappin in a while...hmm aniwae the lecturer can't be bothered whether we are listenin anot oso...cos he said something abt not carin abt the pple who pon the lec...tink he noes he is sucky lar i guess...
haha...then after that got the much dreaded math tut cos mr koh is goin to gif back our test papers...i dunnoe how i fared but i hoped i got at least a C grade lar...i dun wan my maths grades to drop animore alreadie cos it has been droppin scince my mid-yrs last yr...drop somemore and i will get into the D grade...ok luckily fer me i got one more mark fer tis test...finally broke out of the "curse"... i was quite happie fer kel...cos she was quite optimistic abt the grades she got...in the past she used to be veri unhappie if she fails...well i hope she will do betta the next time...go fer it kel...yah jz oso...todae his mood seem to haf improved...tink he got out of it alreadie...hmm he say he wan to study hard now...yah at least he is still fightin on... i believe everyone who put in effort to do well will do well eventually...and that includes me too :)
after econs lec...it was gp followed by chem...then we saw mrs mah comin into klass wif one whole stack of paper then we tot she was goin to gif us back our test papers but yah...no...aniwae it doesn't matter cos she alreadie told us that oni 6 pple passed the paper (out of a total of 19 pple who takes chem)...and since i am the small grp remedial kinda calibre...i dun expect my self to be one of the 6 lar...haha yah lar..she enjoys tellin us tis kinda stuff to make us feel bad one lar...as USUAL...so all that i can hope is that i dun fail too badly and the good thing is there are oni 3 chem Rs to attend tis term..at least dun hafta suffer so much...sometimes i tink its mrs mah lor...maybe her teachin method got prob that's y we do so badly..but cannot blame her entirely lar...maybe i jus wasn't smart enuff...however, coincidently the other klass (i shall not name klass) she taught oni got one person pass...hmm...u get wat i mean now???
haha...but todae zj reallie made my dae cos she kept praisin me fer havin 天分 (talent in madrain)...haha with tis kinda grades still got pple tellin me that i got talent reallie quite rare...so yah...i was pleasantly surprised when i heard that...dunno where she got the impression oso...but aniwae i thank her fer boostin my morale...thanx zj!!
ok yah...was tryin to study numerical methods jus now but failed cos there were too many distractions...so yah...when i get home i mus get down to doin at least half of the tut...cannot slack animore...if not how to do well fer prelims...ok gtg ~