Thursday, July 31, 2003
well, act i oso dunno y i am feelin tis way and i tink my actions haf in a way brought confusion (should not be that serious rite) to pple ard me...tink i din handle it the correct way...to the 2 of ya, i m not tryin to do something(u noe rite), i m not that capable but i jus feel lost in this thingy...cannot reallie pinpoint the problem oso...aniwae i tink tis chapter is endin and yah, hope things will be the same as before...
To J:
hope i din make u feel uncomfortable on the bus tis mornin cos i reallie din feel like tokin and i was bothered by some other stuff oso...but seriously the whole incident has got nothing to do wif anithing u say or do..its jus some unexplainable, screwed up feelins that jus got over me...dun tink it will last lon...maybe PMS lar...oh yah, tink its ok that u take 31 in the mornin if its out of the way, dun bother cahangin becos of tis incident...cos G may feel uncomfortable...yah, thats all :)
To G:
so sorrie fer breakin down last nite...its jus that too many things are happenin at the same time...well, i haf said watever i wanted to last nite regardin the J u and me thingy...its reallie me, nothing to do wif ya guys lar...act i tink i haf said things that might sound harsh but its me u noe..i m like that..a bit blunt i would say...hope u took in the correct light lar...and regardin the blog thing...wat i m goin to sy is goin to be a little harsh, so jus take it wif a pinch of salt...hmm...next time when u write abt something so sentitive pls try to tink of the repercussions...i would apprcciate it veri much if u had at least tok to me abt it...tink its kinda irresponsible to leave things hangin in mid air on ur blog cos pple do come and read and its not veri nice considerin the whole package of the situation...and tis part of the msg applies to u too, D.
To Z:
glad that u din take the extreme measure todae...hope wat i nagged at u last nite does help...reallie cant bear to let tis study group to jus split like that..kinda wasted u see...hope u guys will patch up and yah..things will get back to before...u haf been a great fren to tok to but try not to be too rash in ur tinkin...u do need to thrash things out when necessary...ok lar...hope tis blog will bring an end to all these unhappiness...
See ya guys ard in school and in klass...pardon me if i look dao or sian...its the aftermath of it lar...
