Saturday, April 16, 2005
So many things have been goin thru my mind...even after exams and the thoughts keep on comin and i seem to be goin nowhere...no conclusions and i see no light. The amount of thinkin i did this semester greatly exceeds what i could have thought through in a few years, so much so that i feel much happier when i was younger and life was so much simpler. Wonder if this was what jiahui termed "quarter-life crisis" or is it part and parcel of life that i was totally not prepared for.
Still totally un-enlightened despite all efforts to gain enlightenment. All along i tot i have some level of intelligence, but when it comes to relationships, i admit i am half as proficient as a sec sch kid...Still haunted by the past i cant help but be trapped...right now i dun need explanations, reasons or wat shit...all i need is time...yeah, that's wat i need...
The end of one marks the beginnin of another.
I beg to differ.
