Monday, January 30, 2006
Happy CNY everybody!!!
Hope all of you reading this got lotsa lotsa ang baos. Besides quantity, i hope oso got quality la. Haa, not many years left for us to get ang baos le, dun waste...Went to grandma's place and basically rot there from 1pm to 10pm. The tv sux so ended up gambling. Won $1 out of it all and i am supposed to be lucky in the year of dog. Haa, what a joke!
Just got 1 BIG burden lifted from me. Feeling so much better now. The zui-e gan went to a climax yesterdae but i got much reduced today. Not a bad way to start a new yr. No karma on chu yi one rite?? I hope not.
Tomorrow is another day of bai nian-ing with my father side. They are all very generous people, yeah!! But part of it is gonna part with me cos hy is org a birthday party at her place. The veri last birthday of Jan and why does Jan seem to take so long to be over?? Is it cos of all the birthdays?? Haa. Feb will def be better!! I hope and pray, even thou i can tink of a few names whose bdae are in feb. =(
Monday, January 23, 2006
Happy birthday to bain, my mei mei.
Happy birthday to Ying Wen, my ally.
Happy birthday to Joyce, my real mei mei.
3 birthdays all on the same day. Two 21st parties.
Dun wanna repeat the stunt hongyi chut on me le. Who ask me never unleash the S45 trademark?? should have known better, should have stuck to my usual lack of timeliness. sighs.
Got a ride from jason to ally's 21st party. Saw the usual group plus jeanne and kristin (Heyuan's, as i always call her behind her back). Gotta know fortuna personally and it just feels weird cos one of the first thing she asked was, you noe i am with XX? I noe la, but i pretend not to noe lors. Dunno what to say so i jus walked away.
Well, played bridge and today so sotong, wonder where all the training went to. Even intuition sucks. Cant believe it. Last time my intuition damn zui one. Maybe is ally's house got aura. Haa, like what chris said.
Played some guess higher-lower game with the penalty being vodka on the rocks. Damn suay. 2 times i got 6, so naturally i guessed the next will be higher but it turned out to be 2 and 3. Gotta drink. Oso kenna a pair, which means i have to drink twice the amount. How lucky can a person get??
After that went to kus' house to watch them watch soccer. Not bad, it was an exciting goal at the 89th min when i thought (with my gut feeling) it was at best nil-nil or 0-1 (liverpool 1). Well, it does pay to never give up. Quite hilarious to watch 3 guys watch soccer, they point middle finger like the player sees it, curse at particular players for eg. Finnan, Sissoko etc..., cover their eyes like they watchin some horror show when liverpool got free kick, jump around and hug amongst them when man u finally scored. So i was right in telling huiling that i will be watchin them watch soccer. At least never waste my time watching nil-nil show. But objectively, as someone who dun watch soccer, i reallie tink liverpool seemed to have played better and that it was luck that man u won. I noe i am goin to get flamed by man u fans for saying this but if a newbie can tell that liverpool played better, then it should reallie be the case.
Friday, January 20, 2006
In our mundane life where every week is jus a repeat of last week and today a routine of yesterdae, how do we inject some excitment? To some, this post might seem as a means for me to justify my lack of punctuality, but it is actually source of adrenlin for me. Weird as you might think i am.
Well, this feeling kinda struck me when i was walkin to sch to meet the usual gang for lunch. i knew i was early, or rather very on time and i made myself walk slowly. There was no urgency and speed became a detriment. There was no motivation to move fast at all. Compare this to wed when i woke up 10 mins before class is suppsed to start.
P.S: I don't have a hostel to stay in.
Needless to say, even though the prof teaching that morning is a very nice and easy to bully prof, i felt a sense of urgency to rush down to sch. The issue here is not whether who i was being seen as late to but rather the fact that i know i was late. The steps became strides and my whole body was filled with the "Flight" factor, as in i will def run for my bus if it comes while i was walking towards the bus stop.
Of couse, if the prof is someone like Mitch, the "fear factor" will be more but that is secondary. My point is being late, or almost late does have some pros. For one, it injects new things. It leads to creativity cos when you are late, you will start thinking of better routes to get to your destination. It promotes faster heartbeat, and that translates to better blood circulation (provided you do not have faint heart). You burn more fat cos you walk faster and might run if need be. And there are many many more that you can think of, i am sure.
As you can see, there are pros to being a latecomer. Just make sure you pant a lil when you finally reach ur destination. Haa
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Woke up at 1445 yesterday cos i refused to wake up with the nice cool weather. Din managed to read claw even though i made a mental note to cover my week 1 reading. sighs. Procrastination at work again. Basically slacked the whole afternoon away yesterdae and went to visit zhen hao at sgh cos of his knee operation. Went late at 830pm and got suan-ed for everything and anything. To my zu zu, this is not a healthy lifestyle, this is a sadistic lifestyle. Wails!
Went to have dupper (dinner plus supper) at tiong bahru market. Could not resist the temptation of char kway teow so i shared a plate with geri. The chicken wings were veri nice too. I declare grilled chicken wings my fav food, on par with guo tie. Hee. Went to ECP with Jason and still ordered chicken wings. Damn, i jus cant get enough of it. Somebody, stop me!!!
Been veri slack this weekend. Wanted to read my claw textbook but jus too lazy. Tmr. Tmr i go home and study. I promise.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Had a great day at NYDC on wed. At least i was able to satisfy my cravings for VANILLA ice cream and also have a great time chit chatting. We chatted till the staff brought the bill without us askin for it. What a big hint to shoo us away. Our skin not that thick oso so we left after payin.
To gag chris' mouth, below are the pictures taken usin my phone. The resolution quite good hors. Haha
Ally YW and Ally Yv at NYDC!
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My fav pose is to pose with food. Mudpies to curb my cravings for ice cream. Satisfying!!
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Manhattan mudpie. It has VANILLA, mocha and somehting else. Cant rem le. Yummy!
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This one contains alcohol which i suspect is in the cookie at the bottom. Contains french VANILLA too. Whoooo
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And this is chris. Smile until i cant see his eyes. Conclusion: Everyone is happy!!! To those whu never come, tough luck! Haha
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The 'vegetarian' meal on new yr's eve. I felt so marginalised that day. Haha
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Time for singing of bdae song and of course, pose for some pictures! Haha
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3 of us takin pictures at hougang mrt station. We made lin and emma miss 3 trains while we have fun snappin away.
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The last kid to join the Big '2' club. But the tallest of them all...
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Bully me...again! Humph!
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3 pretty girls with emmanuel. What a lucky guy!
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
Yeap, the first of my batch to leave minority and join the majority. Haa, now u cant break some law and claim to be a minor. It was nice seeing some old cedar frens, it has been so many years le and it reallie nice to see people like joyce. Still rem she was my room-mate when we went to china, as well as the cold war we had even though i cant rem what happened actually. But we made up in china so i guessed it sld be some childish tantrums. Haha.
Happy to see so many S45 peeps. Even thou we have graduated so many years till now, it jus looks the same when we are tog. Somehow the feelin is still the same. Dunno how to describe but it jus feels as thou we went back in time. Haha.
Had a madrush to get the prez cos there was a sudden change of plan. Was so hungry and me and jz jus keep influencin each other by complainin of hunger. After buyin the prez, we luckily saw bain at pasir ris mrt and she was waitin for jiahui. So we decided to join them - we wanted to take cab b4 we saw bain. Heng ah. But then again, still not that heng, the cab fare home cost almost 20 bucks. Sighs, even with the reduced surcharge of 35%. Pasir ris is too far le. Reallie!
Anw, this one i must say: JZ made me WAIT in sch for more than Four/Umpa/四 hours. So what was his punishment? Quite a light one la, i jus made him carry my company law text book, which was supposed to be in the locker if he had come on time. Too light a punishment rite? Sometimes i am jus too nice le. Hee
Okies, reallie tired. Hope to get the pictures soon if not i wun have the mood to post le. My blog needs some pictures desperately!!! Help!!
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Now what i am craving for now? I have this sudden desire for ice cream. Vanilla ice cream in particular. Something so simple but that is exactly what i am wishin for. Simply love vanilla ice cream, the smooth milky taste. The basic buildin block of ice cream taste so good on its own! The feelin of happiness when the ice cream melts in my mouth. Still rem how me and ally went ard lookin for ice cream during hell week and even ice cream from kopitiam was able to make us smile gleefully. So, besides Calbee hot and spicy potato chips, a new definition of happiness emerges.
Totally shagged today after 2 back to back lessons. Another day to slog past later with 830 and 1530 class. How fun man! Company law (Claw for short) was fun even thou pearlie koh proves to act a bit bimbotic at times. And she reallie reminds me of Christina Lee for CT. The hair style a bit similar and her weekly buzz have a strikin resemblance to the warm-up activities christina made the groups come up with. OMG, are they the best of friends or what? Scary, hope she does not grade like Lee, but then again, i dun quite mind if i get the same grade for CT thou. Haa.
As for her bimbotic-ness, let me illustrate1 example from the many she made today in terms of her tone and her use of words. Haha. Actions speaks louder than words rite? What happened was she tried to zoom the companies act on the projector and it was already zoomed to the max so when she continued to zoom in, in the hopes of makin it more readable for us, it obviously wun have any effect. But she still asked in a sweetie-pie manner whether it was better!! Reallie feel like laughin but then she meant it in a good way so how to complain rite? Aniwaes, tink she is a rather nice prof as in she noes what she is talkin abt so not too bad. Not veri patient kind but will still explain until we understand. A mix of old gan and khoo.
LTM was tirin, not cos of the class but cos i was sapped of energy by claw. I have a group of girls from soc science. Not a good mix this year and some groups tend to be veri noisy. Dunno whether to be glad that my group is not veri noisy. They all look like the nice demure kinda girls but i am still scared of a cat fight. They are all girls and they are more vocal. There needs to be a delicate balance between work and emotions. But then again, of of their house rules is to be honest about their feelins so i jus hope they will be professional abt unhappiness, if any. No matter how honest u are, there still need some form of tact when it comes to undesirable behaviours of other people. This is something i am currently perfecting cos i like to show displeasure amidst my tact. Don't believe in hidin my feelins if i am angry or smth. Well, hope the group is able to gel well and my invisibility act can succeed. To be there and not there. I have to constantly refrain myself from divulging too much, have to act cool in front of the freshies le, esp when i have 2 freshies older than me, 2 same age as me and 3 younger than me. Cannot always smile...haha Lookin forward to havin fun with them and also learn through them.
Veri tired now. Gotta prepare myself for an extremely long day tmr. Ciaoz
Monday, January 02, 2006
Tmr is back to sch day. Time reallie flies by man! 31 days of hols gone jus like that.
Even though i had my fair share of rest, definitely more than some of my frens like ally, kus and chris, i am still not satisfied.
Just a pathetic 31 days of rest to prepare me for 6 mths of shit. FYI, i end my yr 2 on 3rd of June. Try beatin that man!
Sighs, no use lamentin alr. It will be a great day tmr, opps, i mean later.
Great day, GrEaT day, GREAT day!!!
Got home at noon yesterday after breakfast at macs with pk and darius. Had my sausauge egg mcmuffin as i wanted when i blogged last nite. So i was quite happy. Sometimes, i tink i am too easily contented le. So predictable and so gullible. Went straight to shower cos of the rain when i walked home from boon keng mrt. Pretty amazed at how i can stay awake the whole nite talkin, bloggin and watchin videos. Darius that pig went to sleep at 430 in the mornin, throwin us to his brother to entertain us. Impressed that he can watch the lame show '40 yr old virgin' 3 times within a week. Some parts were funny, some parts were gross and i cant count how many times the f-word came out. Then endin was predictable but the song and dance at the end was reallie uncallled for. It looks like some low-budget ending copyin bollywood style mass dance. But it was some light entertainment nevertheless.
Slept for an hr plus b4 goin to macs for breakfast. I can safely tell u what feelin i hate most. I abhor the feelin of sleepiness. U know u are so tired and yet u have to force urself to wake up. The eyelids were so heavy and i am pretty sure 3 seconds was all i need to go back to lala land. Had a fun time talkin abt sch after macs bf. Pk and me were happily reminiscing abt sch times and darius jus listened. Wonders if he understands what we were talkin abt. Haha.
As i was leavin the mrt station, i suddenly tot of the qn i asked darius during breakfast. I asked him if he will be in our batch if he were born on the 2nd and he said no. Then it jus dawned on me that this is reallie the work of fate. Things that happened long ago, actually affected the people we meet many years later on. Timing, location and space acutally matters. If in the meantime, something did not happen, other things would not have occured. If u take some time and think abt the people close to ur heart and how u met them, isn't it always by chance? Nobody will know that their best friend in future is standin right in front of them when they first met. It is after some time that friendships build up but if they never met in sch or durin CCA, would the friendship ever have formed?
Things that happen before will mould who u are today and who u are today will determine what is goin to happen in the future. The question is, does that mean that everything we go through has already been planned? The gpa i am goin to get this sem has already been fixed the moment i was born or is it still a variable? Am i here to choose or be chosen? Do i reallie get to choose or is it jus a facade? Are we here to jus go thru the motion of something that has already been predetermined? It is gettin a bit scary jus thinkin abt it but no doubt we still have to face it. For the time being, i tink i get to choose. Some people come and go cos i allowed it to or the other way round. But then again, won't it affect our experiences in future?
What now? i am confused. So what is fixed?
Fate is.
Destiny is not.
or so i tot.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Now havin a big bruise on my right knee. Gotta 'love' the pain that comes with the rubbin. Hope i can get rid of it b4 sch starts of bahasa class. Needa wear skirt, dun wanna the first impression to be lousy. Haa
Went to do something this afternoon but it is a secret. Just wanna say that somebody's bf is jus damn damn sweet. Haa
After that went to buy darius' bdae prez but the shpo dun have what i want. Back to scouting for the prez at topshop. Think at the rate i shop at topshop, guys out there can expect topmen prez from me next time la. Easier for me, hee.
Reached SUPER late for the steamboat at Darius' place and kenna bullied as usual. Esp after i stood emma up on fri to go bladding. Seriously it was my fault and i apologised but that petty guy jus wanna 'kill' me. Plus the alliance he drew from the tripetide, it is a miracle that i am still alive to blog now.
My dear zu zu ah, self-preservation is not a good excuse to abandon me and join their boat, leavin me to sink into the deep ocean. So bullied. Wails. We also played asshole daidee and i fell from presidency to asshole-ism after gettin 2 best cards from the asshole. Dang!
Let me talk abt the steamboat. Not i wanna say but it is not the kinda steamboat for a carnivore like me. Felt so vegetarian when i was eatin. So a bit no appetite la, then now a bit hungry. Cant be helped, more than 4 hrs since i finished my meal. Need some meat tmr man. Sausage egg mcmuffin in the mornin would be nice. Haa, i am beginnin to hallucinate again.
Ok, it is now 325. Time to stop writin le. Think the birthday boy is waitin for me to give up my 'throne'. Haaa
Here's another wishin jus for u!!Happy 20th Birthday, Darius!!
