Monday, April 03, 2006
This week is hell week. Imagine reading 3 chapters of company law in one day...roughly more than 100 pages of pure misery. Surviving on a plate of self-discipline and fear factor (fear that i cant finish revising), it is no joke, i cant even watch campus superstar in peace without fear that i will have to mug till 2 pm if i watch uncontrollably...sighs
But then again, i believe hard work reaps results. What i am feeling now is like someone whu puts all the eggs in a basket, praying hard i dun knock the basket against the wall. The stakes are too high. The more i tink, the more scared i get. Esp audit, cos james wanna post our interim grades on vista this comin week, hope i see a nice grade, will be disappointed if i dun get something decent for course work. He is sooo irritatin, must put us into a frenzy jus days before the exam. Argh...
Tomorrow is another 2 chapters of claw and QM queuing model. Hope i can clear claw by 4pm. Btw, last nite i had a weird dream, i dreamt that i was on holiday...*must be because my sister is in HK now and i am damn damn jealous within me* i saw this very nice painting in a shop, like hologram and a bit of 3D, can still rem how it looks like even now. But the weird part of the dream was i got cheated of $$ there, and instead of the currency i was supposed to carry, my pocket contains a mixture of ringgit, sing dollar, hk dollar and rupiah, i was totally shocked. Then i went for a search of my monies, but of course i din find it before waking up to my alarm clock. The dream is totally meaningless except it is telling me i am dying to go on holiday overseas. I really am. Call me a worrywart but i am seriously worried abt the situation in bangkok regarding Thaksin, so scared the demostrations and unrest will continue till august, then my air ticket will be wasted. Pls pls, end the demostration soon and i hope Thaksin stays as prime minister. Quite like his style. Whatever it is, let it end in peace.
okies, time to go zzz le
